I no longer know my body
I feel like someones controlling my mind
So hurt , so Misunderstood
So lonely, So don't belong
Yelling on the inside
Someone let me out!!!
Yelling and screaming this isn't me!!
But no words come out
Tired of talking
Tired of holding on
Tired of new people
Tired of new things
My body cant take much more
Its screaming
My head is banging
My head is spinning
My hands keep cutting
My body is hurting
Red lines, bruises cover my body
I am dieing on the inside out
I need a quick out
I remained quiet
It does me no good talking
I don't want another hospital
To sit and wait for hours and hours
The people seem crazy
Once again u sit alone
I will be OK
I have alot of stuff to work on
But i no longer want any help
No one ever cared about me
So now i am Left be myself
