Atrophy

It's done
Everything we had is gone
Into an unknown oblivion
I've realized
This is my fault
And you decided to leave

You're gone
I can't get that through my thick head
My mind refuses to believe it
Though my heart knows it's true

I'm depressed
Felt like I've been shot
Straight in the heart
I'm writhing in pain
Screaming for the light

Slowly I fade
Your memory is just a dream
That will never become reality

I want to be gone, too
My body is numb
Can I follow you?