Did you ever know that Iâ??m always thinking about you?
Or would you even bother to care if I really do.
I guess not 'cause we had already been given a chance,
But it is only I that in love who gave a sudden response.
Maybe because we saw light in a different directions,
Or saw rainbow color schemes with different dimensions,
Because as I saw love, care and truth in your eyes.
You saw nothing on me but friendship and my funny sides.
Though from the start I already knew that there is no future for both of us
We were just meant to be there, meet, and cross each otherâ??s path
But still I allow myself to fall uncontrollably in love with you,
While with me you are just trying to learn things that are odd and new.
Though not that painful losing you now that you are far away,
â??Cause I know that it will be a much bigger problem for me if I let you stay.
Still I canâ??t help to notice that I miss you more and more each day.
But donâ??t worry, just let it be and soon it will fade away.
Because you were not and never going to be mine and thatâ??s for sure,
Because all you have is a love for a friend you care about thatâ??s pure.
And that as you go, there is a little or maybe no hope at all that you will come back,
So I guess Iâ??ll just have to treat you forever as a memory that was a great part of my past.
Thatâ??s why I just put in a poem all this feelings I have for you inside
Not just because I never got the guts to say it, but because Iâ??d rather not say it out loud this time.
Complicated already as it may seem to be and if I make it happen it is much complex as it was,
For it was not just as simple as not meant to be, but it was as impossible as a miracle to last.
So now youâ??re gone, I wish you well in all the things that you are planning to do,
I know that with your character there will be a very bright future ahead of you.
I also hope that whomever you have now as somebody to love.
Will going to take care of you so and love you more as you love her back.
And if ever youâ??ve got time to stop and think things over.
Never ever feel youâ??re a stranger you can always have me to remember.
We might or not see each other again in this lifetime or the next.
But I assure you that you have me here as your past, present and always.
Treat me whatever you want me to be, a friend, a sister or just someone you met along the way,
But donâ??t treat me as your foe and not even someone you never wished to know and stay.
Because it hurts that you donâ??t and never going to love me the same as I do,
But it will hurt even more if you donâ??t want to remember me your whole life through.
Thanks for the good times I will forever miss you,
Thanks for the kindness I will forever keep you.
Thanks for the care, hugs and kisses too, Iâ??ll forever hold you in my heart I do.
Thanks for being you, youâ??ll be here in my heart and Iâ??ll forever treasure you.
