Is it worth it

My life has just been an ongoing fight but I don’t have the strength anymore,
I’ve lost all that I care about and now if anything’s worth it I’m not quite sure.
Once I had it all my friends, family, special boy, my niece and my nephew,
Now I’ve lost more than half of that I don’t even know what I can do.
Tell me what is it you live for when everything you had is taken away,
How can I look for the bright side when now my skies are always gray.
A sister who hates me and has taken away the two things that keep me strong,
Who gave me hope when everything in my life seemed to be going wrong.
My younger brother and my dad, who just don’t even seem to care,
I always used to have my mum but these days it’s like she’s not even there.
I’m entirely confused as to how my life even ended up this way,
My once beautiful life has turned ugly and I’m not sure that I want to stay.
I can’t bring myself to smile and really mean it, now each one is just fake,
Every day just gets worse and I don’t know how much more I can take.
All I want back is the love I once knew and everything will be alright,
Not knowing if I’ll ever see that day makes it all the more harder to fight.
There are so many people that would love nothing more than to see me fall,
But I won’t give them the satisfaction so I’ll continue to give it my all.
I am stubborn and won’t back down because strength comes from within,
And those people can keep trying to bring me down but I won’t let them win.