I put the blade to my wrist
i want to put an end to this
you ask me how i feel
i tell you I'm fine but its all a lie
if you really cared you would see
that deep inside of i really wanna die
these feelings are hard to bare
i keep them to myself
its not like anyone cares
these thoughts and feelings i have
you'll never understand
all i need is my best friend
but she is gone, no longer here
she was the one i went to
when i felt lower then dirt
she helped me through everything
but she her own problems she doesn't need mine
the blade is my new best friend
i watch the blood drip down my arm
i watch as it washes away my feelings
it doesn't last long but its time
i put the blade to my wrist
its time to put an end to this