Questions

Can you love someone so much that you actually hate to love them?
Or is it that you hate yourself so much that you reverse it to hate for that being.
Sparks many questions in a person such as myself.
I mean are people understanding what I am seeing.
With that I stand to question, what is love?
Yes, many say that it is undiscribeable.
But, in fact everything must be discribeable.
Why this one feeling can't be
That we are actually not able