Alone in the graveyardâ?¦.
watching the shadows go by
as the ticking of the clock, becomes louder
my mind is playing games
and Iâ??m foolishly following by the rules
my heart ending in ruin
as my misery shows through
itâ??s the sickly sweet perfume of your remains
clouding my senses and filling me with pain
Iâ??ve never told you or anyone else
how much I really felt
it doesnâ??t matter now
it never did from the start
because I see your glowing beauty fading
fading so quickly, like it wasnâ??t there
and Iâ??m falling, falling again in my sorrow
that hides in ever corner of my smile
if you leave me nowâ?¦
Iâ??ll break down and cry
if you close your eyes
I wonâ??t believe in lifeâ??s radiant lies
the tapping of the rain, is a deadly hollowness
it spreads along my back to my face
giving evidence of flowing crystallized drops
my knees bucking, my arms searching
please donâ??t goâ?¦please donâ??t leave me alone
Iâ??ll promise to try harder, Iâ??ll promise to give you my all
because I donâ??t want to drop the roses
and fill the holes with smearing dirt
itâ??s the sharp twinge of ache
glazing around the metallic blade
Iâ??ve never told you or anyone else
how much Iâ??m hurting
it wasnâ??t here for the first time
it was buried deep within my heart
just watching your lifeless body go down
down within the walls of soil
and Iâ??m crumbling, crumbling in the grass
my body hiding in the crowds of people
if you leave me nowâ?¦
Iâ??ll break down and cry
if you close your eyes
I wonâ??t believe in lifeâ??s radiant lies
I wonâ??t believe, I wonâ??t believe
if you leave me now
if you leave me nowâ?¦
Iâ??ll break down and cry
if you close your eyes
I wonâ??t believe in lifeâ??s radiant lies
I wonâ??t believe, I wonâ??t believe
if you leave me now
Alone in the graveyardâ?¦.
watching the shadows go by
as the ticking of the clock, becomes louder
this deafening silence is more like static
rapidly echoing inside my ears
I was playing a game
and I foolishly followed by the rules
now your left buried deep in ruin
my tears doing you no good
if you leave me now
Iâ??ll break down and cry
if you close your eyes
I wonâ??t believe in lifeâ??s radiant lies
I wonâ??t believe, I wonâ??t believe
if you leave me now
-Jennifer Renee Cruz
she is my bestest friend in the world that a girl. lol
