Acceptance

Acceptance, is a thing of the past
mothers, fathers, brothers, freinds
no one understands what it is like
not to be accepted

i am alone, always have been, always will be
once i was happy and accepted for me
but that moment is gone
and it is not returning

acceptance, everyone wants it, craves it
not me
i can not have it
i can see it, never feel it

not for myself
i do not even wish for acceptance now
i am listening
to peoples thoughts, feelings, ans dreams

and i realize the truth
i am not worth acceptance