I will never love you.

I find myself again
sitting on my bed
thinking of all the things
that weve said,

You have hurt me
you have made me cry
and yet why is it
I never say that last goodbye?

I dont love you!
are the words I can never speak
and even when things get really bad
I smile the next time we met,

Your bitter words get stuck in my head
I know there all wrong
that there not the truth
yet my mind still gets strung along.

So why cant I walk away?
And let you say Im sorry I love you?
I agree that sometimes you make me so happy
but mostly you just make me blue,

So I sit here and think
what can I do?
When will I finally just say,
I will never love you.