Who Am I

Searching for a soul in me
searching for a heart in me
in the deeper part of my inside
places in me I never lay beside
now laying beside me inside me
touching the lonely heart of me
this soul is mine
this heart is mine
but who am I?
where is the meaning in my life?
what is the reason to survive?
I can never answer me when I ask me
searching for someone to answer me
answer me I have no mind
I can not see, I am blind
no longer the me I wanted to be
no more through my eyes can see
searching for mind in my head
searching for eyes in my head
in the darker part of my inside
places in me i never lay beside
now laying beside me inside me
watching the tearful eye of me
this mind is mine
this eye is mine
but who am I?
the meaning is hidden
the reason is forbidden
I can never answer me when i ask me
searching for someone to answer me
who am I?