Secret In My Eyes

You look at me,

i look away.

all my feelings

are hard to display.

holding onto,

this internal insecurity.

letting it,

control and effect me.

hiding my eyes,

from anything true.

being afraid,

to even see you.

its like my eyes,

could tell a story.

to read like a book,

and let everyone see.

whats hidden in the depths,

way back inside.

ill close my eyes,

to which i hide.

so you cant see,

the twisted side of me.

thats pushed away,

what i believe.

to make me have,

low self esteem.

that makes me let go,

of this dream.

all my secrets,

show through my eyes.

all my sins,

all my lies.

"im fine,"

my favorite phase.

im alone in my head,

hidden in this daze.

its easier,

just to look away.

less confusing,

seems like an easier way.

i hope this lasts,

im no good at goodbyes,

but i feel i must,

hide the secret in my eyes.