Mentally Harrassed

Kill me
i am living hell
i want to do suicide
i don't belong anywhere
y do u always hurt my feelings
u no i get hurt
i get jabbed in the heart
i don't matter to u
i matter to no one
i should just end it all
the world wood b a better place
can i end it
it hurts to much
i don't think i candle anymore
i put on a smile four u
u don't care
i don't pretend to b bored
i don't tell on u
i have had enough
i will cry myself to sleep tonight
midnight has stroke
will i end it
will i continue on
should i continue on
may as well end it
should i end it
luckily i have friends
maybe they will stop me
but they aren't here
i will c them tomorrow
one of them will cry
one of them will read this and will stop me
kill me
i cant take it anymore
i am sad
i am furious
what do i do
i am confused
i am breaking down
i am breaking apart
will tomorrow come four me
i hate myself
my weight is what u make fun of
i might as well end it
i am so stupid to u
i hate u so much
i might as well end it
i hate myself
i want to cry
but everyone is here
goodnight and goodbye