like my days dwindle to the day that god takes me away...
entwined in the truth & what i believe in...
what everyone says i find false...
don't waste your breath...
i get this ache in my stomach...
come on & let me do it...
let me just forget the past,take this knife & kill whats left of me...
each day, it grows stronger,more tempting,just f*kin do it! just do it!
save yourself before its to late...
everyday,this depression is eating away what i thought i once was...
quietness grows in the room... nothing comes from my lips... literally lost for words... struggling to speak... whats happening to me! please! i beg! no beat to my heart... its hard as stone... love makes me ill... the disgusted kind of illness... i don't believe in it... don't think i ever will again...
f*kin love... i was built for games... built to show what I've become...
