I said goodbye today :(

She picked me up like anyother day
but insted of a smile on her face
she was numb and fearfull
for today would be the last day
we would ever take a ride together
she is about to leave for college
but we both wish it was a lie
we will always be best friends for life
saying goodbye today hurts
she wont be able to come down just to say hi
and i wont c her at church again
ill never forget the first day i met her
or all the memories we made
esp our car rides home after mass
we both saw the sadness in our eyes
so we just hugged eachother and cried
we got to her house and went straight to her room
but on our favorite song and just cried even more
no one will know the bond that we share
or the memories we made
weve made our own memories with chuga
i know this really is not goodbye ill c her again soon
but its not easy at all
i wish she could stay
but ill have to wait till october to c her again
im gonna miss her so much

my best friend leaves for vegas on thursday and i was able to say goodbye today man i miss her so much already my eyes are red from crying and i feel lost without her