Untitled as of yet (thus far)

I am so confused

Thoughts swimming in my head that form something unrealistic

How does a person say goodbye

When doing so would kill the other?

Why do tears flow mercilessly

Untill I feel I am nothing,

Just dried up, and sniffling.

Ten thousand tears come out

But that is just the beginning,

Just a taste of how many I can shed.

Why do razors against my skin feel like feathers?

Where is the pain?

I needed that to know I was alive,

Where is it??

Tears of salt and blood of veins...

Make me feel alive?