Please help me! T-T

I can't breath i'm in need.
Where is my scarlet savior?
Where is my reason to stay?
I wonder this every single day.

The hope never outweighs the pain.
With all this pain what is there to gain?
I need a reason to stay around.
I reach for a hand as i fall to the ground.

And then i realize there is no one there.
I fall faster and faster as i grasp at thin air
I want someone to please, please care.
I'm in the middle of a waking nightmare.

I only live so i don't cause anyone tears.
I can't believe i've made it through all these years
Will i see tomorrow?
Or will my life end with sorrow?

I walk in a constant storm.
Waiting for my life to form.
Will my heart stay cold or will it warm?