I love u mum

I was at work happy as always

i was such a bubbly person

it was 6.30pm and i got a phone call

telling me something is wrong with mum come home now

i couldn't move it was like time just stood still

i thought the worst and the worst it was

i got a friend to take me home

as we turned down the street there was an ambulance in front of us

i thought nothing of it at first

until it stopped outside the front of my house

now i was really scared

what has happened

please no didn't let it be

please please

i ran inside but got stopped on the way

my dad just hugged me and started crying

that is when i new she was gone

i went in side to see

oh how i wish i didn't

is was the worst thing i had ever seen

i have night mares nearly Every night

just keep seeing my mum dead in her bed

it was the hardest thing i have ever done

we had a fight the night before

oh how i wish we had made up

this was over a year ago and i still hate my self

i hate my self more and more every day

this pain will end soon and soon i will

be in heaven with my mum