Story Of A Tears Of Mine..

My tears seem not to erase my pain
I also smiled but nothing has changed

I've turned the lights off
And spent the nights on a candle light
Looking at the sky, counting the stars,
Connecting them as a shape of my broken heart
Looking for a wishing star,to wish my only wish

My wish is to be a new me, with a better life
I study but i forget, I've been loved but soon I'm hated
And every time I love i get broken
Like new toy always dreamed of buying it ,
As soon as you buy it you broke it,

I'm I bad , or I'm just too good ?
I'm i rude, or too kind ?
I don't know who I am,
But I really need someone to lend a hand
And be there to spend some time