Suicide's easy, life's hard.

Have you ever prayed for the day all your hurt would fade away?
All the emptiness and the pain would not be here to stay..

Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't even alive?
Every simple cut to your wrist making it harder to survive..

Begging for the day when the torture will come to an end.
Simply from the hurt from loosing your best friend.

Though thats not all that causes all the pain,
like you can't see me crying when I'm standing in the rain.

Every tear that was wasted, every scream, and every drop of blood,
the things combined to make a river, to make a lake, and to even make a flood.

Have you ever thought of suicide, or death as the solution?
the level of my happiness, there was no evolution.

The hate of being envious, angry or upset, ruined the light of your day.
The hurt that would make you speechless, you'd have nothing left to say.

Your conscious, your stupidity and all that did you wrong,
nothing to keep you smiling, nothing to keep you strong.

You're just waiting for it to end, just waiting for it to leave,
no more trust, and no more help, theres no one left to believe.

You wear a smile on you face, the frown is covered.. that's just a mask,
keeping it on for awhile, it is really a difficult task.

When you heart has been broken into a million pieces,
your chances of being happy rapidly decreases.

every question being asked, like, what was the purpose of my birth?
why was i placed here, on this so called earth?

what was God thinking, was he putting me to a test?
well i know that am failing, i can't even finish the rest.

Well, i don't know about you, but this is mainly about me.
Everything i really go through, I'm just hoping you could see..