I sit in my room all day in the dark
Looking at all the old purple marks
I never thought i would become like this
Now i see, there was no escaping it.
Crying myself to sleep at night
Memorizing every word we said in a fight
When you left, you left me broken and strained
Now I'm depressed and insane.
I push away those that want to help me
I know there is no way they would be able to see
How much everything is hurting
And there is still pain that i am learning.
Everything i touch breaks
Every single day i have the shakes
I've lost all that matters in my life
The only thing that will always be there, is the blade of my knife.
