Sweating out the pain,having weird thoughts in ma brain,then i peek out the car door a drive by came,they shooting at my range,and i don't know whats happening,do they have something against me this is insane,next thing i know something hit me,I'm thinking to myself omg a bullet just get me,as i have flashbacks i look at my life,it ain't seem i could do nothing right,then on the news people say jay shot is he gone,family asking if he's gonna die or coming home,8 shots that hit me,how did this happen,how this get me,questions people asking,back up said the police,truly,well i think i deserved it,I'm living the wrong life,i know i ain't perfect,but something in my head ask me if it was worth it,for doing what u did,and all it took was 8 shots I'm down,people frown,my girl alone now,but I'm gone now,8 shots,then for a minute my heart stops,everything is dark,everything so blurry,i guess they got revenge on me,I'm trying to be strong,the bullet shot me in my chest,i don't wanna be gone,but then again,it would be nice to get out dis cruel world,but den again what about my girl,next thing u know she came i opened my eyes,I'm n the hospital bed doc saids I'm alive,my granny say jay u better change your life,but it ain't right how u can find one bullet,one wrong that make u blind...
