I wonder

Are you in this for the long run?
Are you willing to stay?
Do you want what I want?
Or do you plan to walk away?

I cant help but wonder
Why these thoughts creep to mind
Why is it that I cant help but feel,
That you're not truly mine

You're not giving your all
Maybe its me and not you
But something in me is saying
That your love might not be true

Maybe its the fear of losing
Maybe its that it just too good
But I feel I'm giving more
Than you ever could

What is holding you back?
Are you scared of being hurt?
Is that why even though you're here
It feels like you don't put in any effort?

And no I am not talking about your presence
I'm not saying you don't care
I know you love me like crazy
And that you are always there

I know you take care of me
I know that you're more than a gentleman
You try to make me happy
Yet, still I can't understand

For I feel like you approach me
With caution or with fear
That maybe if you get to close to me
I'll eventually bring you tears

I don't feel you excited
I hardly notice the smiles you give
It's like no matter how hard I try
Something is holding part of you captive

It's like I'm missing part of you
That's what it is, now I see
Yes, you are happy to be with me
But not as happy as you could be

Thats the only thing I can think of
The only reason that I can see
To why that even though you love me
You're not in love with me

Have you loved too much and given up?
Will you ever truly trust me?
Will I ever feel all the love that you can give?
Will you ever share that with me?

So that is why I wonder
Will you be here tomorrow?
Do you expect something bad to happen?
Is that your black shadow?

Are you in love with me?
Tell me, because I need to know
Is the distance I feel real,
Or is it all just a show?

Do you see us tomorrow,
Still in love and holding hands?
Do you believe that throughout time
Our love will be able to withstand?

Do you see a future with you and me
Or are you in it for the now
I just need to know baby
Before it's too late somehow