I once told her my favorite color, i said it was blue like the skies
Now if i could tell her, id say its of her beautiful eyes
See i fed her the usual lies, an i know it wasn't right to do
It felt like a suitable disguise, but inside my loves really true
I stand below a grayish hue, an in the rain i cry for a plan
But between me and you, all i wanted was to be your man
Though if you cant see it through, ill comply and understand (comply and understand)
You speak to me so heartless, saying our love never did shine
And now that i see darkness, i knew forever would end sometime
I feel no need to be an artist, still holding a pen writing a rhyme
Remembering that my part is, the a--hole(I swore:/) that never had time
As i look at old photographs, remembering something that didn't last
It cuts me up like broken-glass; bleeding from my broken past
Used to be able to joke n laugh; now just for a smile, its hard to ask (hard to ask)
I look above with bloodshot eyes and wish upon the first star i see in the sky
I burst out in laughs not cries because the only wish i had was only to die
stumble through the front door with insecurity and a bottle of liquor in my hand
screaming inside i want more cause this pain i feel nobody ever could understand
My whole life i felt deserted now ill finally learn the meaning of the term lonely
As words drunkenly blurted all I'm trying to say is, you'll always be my one n only (my one n only)
