Take it back

It wasn't supposed to be, exactly this way/
It was supposed to be forever and I threw it all away/
We barely ever talk - another day passes by/
I barely feel alive starting to question myself why?/
Why fight to survive when I'd rather die/

Its all crashing down, the whole entire sky/
Always raining in my head - my whole life was a lie/
I wanna start fresh though I cant take it back/
I cant relive my past, we were never meant to last/
Everybody gotta die, I will die alone/

My mistakes that I made are my sins that I own/
I'm dry to the bone - no emotion in my tone/
Theres no pain in my mind - no love in my heart/
I'm sorry is a start though we're better off apart/
Ill lay within the dark, wish to never live twice/
Because death is a gift, only given after life!/