I start to shake

by TheVampire   Sep 24, 2009


Watch me bleed my sins.
Feel my veins stiffen with anger and regret.
Just don't look into my eyes,
Because I'll start to cry.
I hate the sting and the pressure.
I hate the feeling of always being a disappointment.
I am sorry I am here.
I am sorry that everything you dreamed for me failed,
I am sorry I failed you.
Is wanting to be myself that hard?
Watching you not seeing me just kills me.
I get the nerves.
I start to shake.
I never wanted to.
Please.
Just stop me from shaking.
Take me somewhere new.
Take me to heaven.
That glorious place above me.
A place where I willbe accepted.
Where love is always around.
Where I can be with you forever.
Never ending.
And thinking this makes me in a rush.
To get there faster.
And that is when I start to shake.

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