You.

"and i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories."

those lyrics you had sung to me
are now becoming my reality.

the reason why the smell of cigarettes makes me feel safe
the reason why i didnt stick in the knife
the reason why my heart beat so fast...
the reason why it didnt last

you.

now you're the reason why i want to die
the reason why there's shattered glass on the floor
the reason for the bandages on my wrists
the reason why i cant say good bye.