Ashamed

I feel like you left me here to lye in my shame

to feel so alone here in this darkness I call home

all my family turned agents me now Im the outsider

I was told I should be ashamed for my hatred I feel in side

for being who I am

the loner

the loser

the outside

the lost

the lonely

the ashamed

I cant chance the pain I feel inside

I cant chance the darkness in me

I cant chance the fact family scored me over

they say you never hold a grouse it will kill you soul well if that the case my soul has been dead for a long time

Im never going to forget

Im never going to forgive them

I will live in my shame and I will take it to my grave!!!!!!