Another night where I am left alone.
Isolate myself from the world.
My limbs are weak,
throat burns
eyes are sore
strength disappears,
and i wonder how others escaped this dread.
all i want is to sleep, but my body wont relax.
all i want to do is cry, but my eyes dont deliever tears.
so i bleed.
i bleed out my sins,
and watch the thick, rich blood stream out.
and i feel horrible.
my breathing narrows and my heart rate decreases.
i beg for it all to end...
then I wake up the next morning.
And it happens all again.