Nerves

Crawling into a corner over whelmed
I can't take any more surprises
I am shaking without any way to stop
I can feel my heart beating
Its out of control and it won't slow
I think I might burst at the seams
I just want to run and scream
I am nervous and can not shake
The feeling of my life I wish to take
I am being smothered my this
Blanket of society, it won't let me breath
Every time I try to breath
Something swoops down and smothers me
I don't want to die yet
But this is getting close to the end
The only question that remains is
Will I got to heaven or will I descend