It causes every action i make to be painfully abrasive
The soundtrack to my soul is so unforgivably cold
That no matter the situation
My only reaction is to recoil from all human interaction
Its poison is constricting to the very core
And for every open door another slams behind me
Its because of this reality that neither myself
Nor those around me can ever dig past the barriers that surround me
Its time that's wearing the best parts of me down to nothing
Never ending pain that consumes me
Breaks me and commands me to run deeper into insanity
Controlling the muscles to create a false me
Its never ending cruelty takes my very will out of me
Darkening my heart even to its own feelings
Creating a false sense of togetherness
Shattering the soul into giving up control of its immortality
Its continually with me no matter how much i break free
Cutting off all ties to the conscious world in which i live
Fading slowly into its grip i will remain for all eternity
Lidless my eyes remain vigilant but unable to change the future
