I miss you, miss you so bad

I miss you buddy.
i cant believe you are gone.
i don't want to wait long.
i wanna see your beautiful smile and dazzling blue eyes
when i think of you my heart dies
you were so special
you didn't deserve this nasty cancer
it took over you
you were only 13
but you were the most amazing person ever
always so positive about everything.
i cant even imagine you not being there anymore
i wish i would have said yes when you asked if i liked you.
because i did babe. i was just afraid.
i miss you so much.
i know god has a plan for all of us
and yours was going away this early
i cant wait to be with you again
i love you
happy birthday--10/9:(
wish you could have made it there...
rip JD-10/2/09