I stand here watching you die
knowing every word i say is poison
seeping slowly to your heart
my eyes so cold pretending not to care
but when i walk away i cry
trying to understand why?
walls so thick i cant even get in
no more excuses no more reasons to blame anyone
could i really be this evil?
my mind is open
but my heart is closed
living life as a contradiction
never thinking of you
selfishness running through my bones
i could only care for the one who needed me
but what i couldn't see is that i needed you
you saw right through my charade
i saw your dying eyes with every tear that fell
every word screamed
but the truth to need you would be loosing control.
