Do you ever think of me?

Your out there somewhere
I dont know where you are
But I know its true
Trying, But I cant hide from you.

The lie you lived like a blanket
Folded up nicely in space under your bed
Now unfolded and out
For all the world to see

Some believe it
While others dont
Guess thats how it always will be

Confused, Hurt and Weeping
I sit on my floor thinking
Why events played out the way they did

Once the person I adored
Not even your memory
Means anything anymore

Sometimes I cant help but to think
All the times we had flash in my head
Ones were you were just a normal man

So times like this I sit and think
Why you put all this pain on me
Just to try and save yourself.

Guess the question I'm trying to ask
Is even after your no longer 'Dad'
Do you ever think of me?