Scratches,
Cuts,
Scars,
Bruises,
They won't go away.
Find someone to love me.
Someone to care.
I need to find love.
Somehow,
Some way.
I deserve it don't I?
But the scratches,
Cuts,
Scars,
Bruises,
They still won't go away.
God,
If You're up there,
I need Your help.
I need love.
I want You to take all this pain,
Because when all the girls leave,
Which they always do,
You're still there,
It scares me sometimes,
Just thinking someone cares.
My heart holds nothing but pain,
But if You can make it go away,
Well I'm still doubtful.
You've not taken it away yet,
When my faith was at its peak,
I still wasn't happy.
Last week I was happy for a while.
But now I'm back.
Help me,
That's all I want.
All the tears I shed,
I know You see.
Sometimes I can feel You turn away from me.
How do I let this go?
Does it take death?
God,
You're giving up on me,
If You're not...
Well then it doesn't matter,
You really haven't helped me all that much anyways.
As You can see,
God,
I'm losing faith.
I'm not sure when it started,
Or even how it happened.
The scratches,
Cuts,
Scars,
And bruises aren't going anywhere,
They're here to stay.
Just like my pain,
Which seems to be growing more each and every day.
Tears will still fall down my cheeks,
Knives will still touch my wrist,
Pain will still grow,
Hate will still be here,
They will all take over,
No matter what.
So,
God,
Are You there?
Are You listening to me?
Or are You ignoring me again?
Well either way,
Here it is,
I can't take feeling like this anymore,
So take me,
Or I'll find a way to do it myself.
Please,
You see me suffering,
What is my purpose?
Give me a sign,
At least.
Please,
God,
I'll beg down on my knees...
I hope You're listening,
Because I don't know what else to do.
Scratches,
Cuts,
Scars,
Bruises,
Please take them away.
