Running is always easier.

I never thought this moment would happen
you were always surrounding me.
i didnt think this would ever sadden.
you say you love me, beg me to agree

its harder, things flip and reverse
moments change, we changed
these moments, we couldnt reherse
out of no where we became rearranged.

you see more in me,
i cant escape anymore
your love of her i envy
however, iv found my flaw

i can't have it both ways
you and him, i wont choose.
this is how a player plays.
either way, i think i'll loose

you call me a puzzle,
the reasons just wont fit
cover me with a muzzle
my silence will become half legit

i find it hard to explain how i feel
nothing brings me out in emotion
its always better to conceal
my tears wouldnt fill an ocean

i should have said something earlier
your actions and words
they change the atmosphere
but now, we're just going backwards.

maybe it'd be best if i ran
far away from here, left you
this was never the plan
i dont want to argue.

for me, running is always easier
i can avoid this,
i just wanna leave, i'll be free'r
i'll find my perfect bliss.