Hazy Eyes

Mind is twisted, in a daze,
Everything is a mixed up haze,
Feelings lost & feelings torn.
Feelings used & feelings worn.

Find it hard to care,
Find it hard to trust,
All I have is myself,
And all Ill do is rust.

Want whats in my dreams,
All so mixed up I dont know what they mean,
Heart is thumping like a fast race,
Cant it slow down to a healthy pace?

Yet Im still lying here,
Secretly wanting to fall off the pier.
Sink to the deepest, darkest spot,
Still no one will notice Im gone & lost.

Always seem to be left alone,
Only place to go is home,
Give anything for everything,
Even to fly with just 1 wing.