Real? or dream?

Everything i had,
everyone i knew,
it turned nothing but a dream,
i got lost in my own world,
not knowing wats real or wats not
you were just holding my hand,
in one blink, you disappeared.
im turning crazy,
i miss your smell
i would like to know,
if you were real for the past four
years because if its not,
then its a dream that i want to keep
having and not wake up,
sweet heart,
i love you,
i dont care if its just a dream,

to be continued.....