I love you, i need you, till my heart stops beating

Why does it hurt so bad?
Is it because i love you?
is it because I'm falling for you?
help me, i wish i was all you had,

don't leave me here like this
I'm only waiting for you for so long
i gotta be strong
i just want a goodbye kiss

we thought we had it all,
top to bottom from side to side
for all the time that I've tried
I've ran into a solid wall

everything about you isn't real
the words you speak,
I'm breaking your winning streak
its starting to hurt just to even feel

i can feel my heart racing when i see you
but i know what has got to be said
with the tears that i shed,
I'm telling you that we are through

through being what we never were
thinking that we could make the most of it
till debt to us part, I'll admit
you're slowly becoming a faded blur.

knife slowly pushing closer towards me
I'll keep crying till i think its gonna end
that image you left, is all for pretend
counting the scars, one, two, three

The pain i feel inside
isn't worth the tears that i cried
still waiting for those opens hands as a guide
but these tears are far to hard to hide

i don't wanna believe you act this way
i still have all these feelings for you
when i heard from you, the butterflies flew
you promised me that you would stay

the only hurt I've ever felt
was when you broke the promise that night
I've never been in such a big fight
i slowly, started to melt

the blood goes down the drain
drippin ever so slow
at a constant flow
i don't feel any pain

that white light is at the end
i question myself, do i keep walking
i hear quite voices talking
do i try to hold myself back do i defend?

I wake up hours later
i hear beeping, at a constant rate
i count, six, seven, eight
I'm counting, the beeping gets greater

I'm panting, I'm breathing so hard
i hear voices i hear them screaming
i shut my eyes, NO I'M DREAMING
they grabbed the arms that are scarred

i wake up, shard in sharp pain
he's sitting there with the hands in his face
i can hear him say "please, god, don't take her from this place"
i thought he was insane,

i felt like he never wanted me to leave
i slowly opened up my eyes to see
he really wants to be with me
but i don't know if that's something i can believe

he stayed with me all night to keep me alive
the pain still hurt but i could see the real man inside
i didn't wanna see him but i couldn't hide
he wants me, he wants me to survive