My Heart's Final Song

Everyday the pain grows deeper
Everynight I fall
into a restless slumber
Wishing it would end once and for all

In the far reaches of my mind
Pain and Anger lurk
I'm so tired of trying
for something that will never work

The flashbacks come and go so fast
I feel his hands around my throat
And my Heart sings it's final song
Echoing every trembling note

At least on the pills I was numb
No pain no anger just breath
And now that I can feel again
I forever dream of Death