Everyone tells me that i need to forgive.
That all the pain in me must go.
That i need to be free and just live.
But no one knows the memories hold.
I was hurt throughout my years.
I was put down day to day.
I hold back all of my tears.
And hope that they soon will fade away.
Its hard to forgive a person who killed.
A person who took away a dear life.
But the truth that lies withing him wont be revealed.
So rught now all things cause me strife.
I wont forgive the man that murdered.
For I have never felt this way.
Unitl my fathers life was taken away,
and his life couldnt go on any further.
My father was young and in love,
and he had a future for me.
I was his special gift sent from above,
but the life i live he wont be able to see.
Till this day i am unable to forget.
The day that caused me much sorrow.
But the only thing i do regret,
is when i wake up without you tomorrow.
