Lies

I didn't know what to do
Or how to tell you what I knew
When to speak was taboo

Your love is just an excuse
To ignore the potential fuse
That will destroy the lover I choose

My heart and breath I will give up
But honesty I hide behind a smile of makeup
I'll soon have run out of luck

Then you will have a different perspective
Will then you be so protective?
Or would another by then be your objective?

I'm dying inside to turn back time
but the lie is now in it's prime
The high is just sublime

So why would I destroy this, to keep my word
To tell you sometime so very hurtful and absurd
of what has once occured.