Leave, forever

I forever close my eyes to lost dreams
forever losing my way to ever hope
for any chance at truth it or so it seems
abandoned, with no chances to cope
drowning in my sorrows, no more left reality
surrounded forever by those horrid lies
no one a single shred of morality
left to ever be seen in his bright blue eyes
always fearing the worst, forever scared
now is the only chance left for me to express the truth
at one point i must have honestly cared
but i see now i was much to naive in my youth
i know the relationship i must sever
now i see it is time to leave, forever