Ive struggled with emotions and feelings
Wondering where I belong, who I am, and why Im here
The harder I look the more I fear
I look at the girl in the mirror with disgust
Wondering why my wounds arent healing
She used to be filled with happiness, love and trust
Thats all gone, its been missing for a while
Dont know where it could have gone
That girl I see, is not important to me
She never mattered before, why should she matter now?
That same girl has a past, secrets and regrets
She swore she would never tell, not a soul, she swore to forget
But those things she keeps safe in her head, locked away,
Slowly leaks out, they want to remain and stay,
Consuming her thoughts, life and heart
Should she tell? No, they wont understand,
They wont get it,
Its safe kept between her, and the girl in the mirror.
