Blue And White

I'm falling into the blue again
And the white turns a shade
Of blue against the blank walls
My depression has started its raid

Up and down, thats all I am
what are the emotions to the side
Or maybe something diagonal
But I cant do anything,
Up and down is the ride

Way, way up, in the brightest of the white
Or way, down, down, where I'm drowning in the blue

No other color to fit in either way
Just very happy
Or very sad
No in between
Nor even content

Up and down I ride the waves
Until I crash this ship.