I Still Wonder

As much as I wanna say
I love you
I can’t

You brought me so much pain
I couldn’t get over it
You made me sad and vain
At once

I don’t understand
Why I go back to you
I learned now that I don’t need a boyfriend
And I can stand alone without you

You acted so shy
I still don’t get why
If I made you feel uncomfortable
I’m sorry

You acted different around your friends
I hated that about you
I felt like you were ashamed of me
What did I do
To make you act like that

I cared so much about you
At first you were sweet
I didn’t know what to do
I was never treated like that before

The you turned
And stopped talking to me
You told your friends
You didn’t want us to be

I cried for who knows how long
It took forever to get over you
I still wonder why?