Regret being me

I love him so much
all night i dream of his touch
I'm trying to be perfect
but i feel like he doesn't see it

how can i show someone
that it's for them this was done
I've opened my locked up heart
only for him to tear it apart

but for him I'll always fight
because hes the only face i want to see
when i close my eyes at night
....

will he ever know
how far I'm willing to go
just to see him smile
even if only for a while

but he's so wrapped up
in himself he's fed up
he hates who hes become
he doesn't care whats to come

if i have to i will wait
for in my heart i know it's fate
my one wish is to spend my life
with him forever, I'd even b his....

but there is more then me
to this over done story
theres someone else
inside his heart, i try to help

but he wants the girl I'll never be
makes me regret just being me