Him And Her

Thinking about everything

So much comes to mind

Like how dumb I really am

For not leaving you behind

You've lied for oh-so-long

But I didn't walk away

You took advantage of my love

Because you thought I would stay

You allow them to control

Choices YOU should make

I guess now the string has snapped

It's too much for me to take

You will never change your ways

Especially for me

You don't love me enough to know

The way it really should be

I know you love your daughter

But I don't think it's fair

That you have to forget about me

For them to think you care

I don't care that you have her�.

I respect it in every way

When you try to be around

But not when you say

That she was there for someone else

And I find out it's a lie

You took advantage of her body

So don't tell me you didn't try.

You wanted it to happen

And I'm sure she did too

Then you said you love her

And expect me to forgive you

For leading me on for 8 months straite

For making me think it's real

For acting as though she's nothing at all

When I knew that wasn't the deal

I knew you wanted more from her

So you waited for me to leave

I guess that's what I get

For wearing my heart on my sleeve

I never wanted to except

The fact you really wanted her

Though you say that's not true

It's only for your daughter.

You've now made your choice

And I'm falling apart

But don't think I'm not okay

I will mend my shattered heart

I won't linger like she did

I'll leave when you see

That you have to say one final thing

The word that will kill me

Tell me goodbye is what you want

Tell me she's the one

Tell me that I'm not good enough

And that she always was

Tell me you don't love me

That you never even tried

That you only used me

And that you never cried

Tell me you didn't lose sleep

That you never wanted to fall

That when you slept with her that night

You secretly loved it all

Tell me when I touched you

You wanted it to be her

Tell me when I kissed you

You were wishing it was her

Tell me I mean nothing

Tell me to walk away

Tell me not to call

That you have nothing more to say

It will completely kill me

But it's the only pain

That will make me walk away

And not speak to you again