Its not getting any easyer
If at all its getting harder
Im trying to work with people
I am trying to listen
But this girl has her own dreams
They dont involved treatment
They wanted me to go back to the residental today
I called and talked to them
Somehow i just couldnt bring myself to go
I dont want to be locked up in a building
I dont want more strangers in my life
I want to deal and find my way
With what im doing
This is my life now
I have to addapt to my problems
I always ran
Ran away from home
Ran away from my problems
Now its my time to face them
I cant keep on leaving
Theres so much i need
But only so much i can do alone
I just keep shutting down
Theres no time for talking
Trust is weak
Look at all the time i been used
Im trying to listen
Somehow i keep thigns to myself
What am i gonna do next
Where am i gonna go
I just dont know
