Y do i have to be me

by xbrokinxlillxgirlx   Jan 20, 2010


You look at me a see a normal girl
The truth is im a broking lost soul
I usually dont show it
I always hold back

Im like a monster waiting to explode
I am just a "thing" noone wants
I am trash that get in the way
I am dirt with no value
I am a broking girl
Lost in this big dark cold world

My hope and dreams are no longer in my sight
Sadness, emptyness fills in around me
Let me out,Let me out
Though i cant talk
I no longer want my voice
I no longer want to live my life

I hear people talking
What are they saying
It gets further and further away
The dark fills in around me

My heart is banging
My wrist are bleeding
My eyes are crying
My hands are shaking

This is a horible way to live
Nothing will get better
I just want to yelllll
leave me alone
I will only be ok if i stop trusting
I will only be ok if i stop talking!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE go away i dont want to talk, I dont want anything, NOTHING GETS BETTER i see this more and more

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  • 14 years ago

    by xbrokinxlillxgirlx

    Thank you so much, i am online all the time u can also pm me to :) i will check out some of your poems:)

  • 14 years ago

    by coverd in darkness

    I hope getting this stuff off your chest and sort of out into the world helps, it's a strong thing you have done by sharing this. It's written very well. I'm not going to say i can relate because noone can ever exactly relate to an individuals situation. But so much of this feels like what i am experiencing although i've let some pretending to be ok barriers down, you might like to read my poem up in the air. If you need to talk PM me about anything. Hope things improve for you even though right now you can't see the light.

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