Where did you go

Everyday I try and try
But no matter what, I cant get past these lies

I wake up in the morning with hope in my heart
But I go to bed with it torn apart

You tell me your going to change and work hard
But in reality, your not doing anything but leaving my heart scarred

You cant even see how desperate I am, calling out to you
Im on my knees begging, and you dont even have a clue

I scream out to you more and more each time
But you reject it, you make my love feel like such a crime

I thought we were going to be together
All I wanted was you forever

I dont know where you went my love
I keep searching but every time I get close, the more you shove

I feel so alone, in the dark, crawling
And each time I think im going to reach the light, im left again bawling

Your the only person who ever made me feel complete
You used to be so caring, supportive, understanding, and sweet

Now your inconsiderate and cold
Me, you no longer have to hold

You really were the best thing that ever happened to me
It used to never be just me and you, but we

I hope all of it was worth it
Because ill be forever drowning in my broken-hearted pit

I dont want to live my life with out you
But you gotta figure out what you need to do

Ill always love you, until my last breath
But your neglect is going to be the cause of my death